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你问我，
我沉默了。
不说，不是我不信任，不是我嫌烦。
选择独处，埋葬在心里，是我的选择。
喜欢被探究，神秘感。

但当选择倾诉时，却矛盾了。
我好奇了，是疑问？
你问了。你确定怀的是关怀的心还是纯粹想了解？
我回了。你确定你的坚定抵挡得了对其他人的信任？

让人窝心的是还有你们，
我知道，我都知道。

那只是一个女孩发的牢骚，
别人的关心，会让人依赖，永远站不起来。
事实的残酷，确实会让人招架不了。
但，人总要学会面对。

时间会冲淡一切。

A dream

You,just like a dream.
Your appearance brought me lots of happy.Though your feeling disappear gradually,i knew. I enjoyed the time with you,the happy you gave that's nobody can.I know ,perhaps it's a wrong starting,but i choose to keep erring ...
I'm starting to believe,believe you...
Though you're not perfect,but to me,you are.
Now,you left.You leave me alone without giving any reason.Why you be so cruel to me?I can see others in your arm,I accept it.I can see you get your happiness.But ,not this!Yes,I ever thought that to own you, but I'm wrong.
Have you ever try can't get any news from a people? or you perhaps can't find him/her forever.It's a panic,it's helpless.It's not different between a people died or disappear,the difference is only hope or disappointed.
All you gave is just a dream!You appeared in my life,did I say you can leave whenever you like?
It's no use to cry,i know.Remember,it's always somebody missing you .I just hope that you can come back.Will you?

April

It is the first day of April,be fooled by many people,i don't like the feeling actually,especially someone.
It's a happy event for you girls,i'm glad and proud of you!But i don't wish to have a distance between us.I try my best,but did you?let us change the role,what is your feeling?Will you feel good when you are neglected?
It's quite busy as my mummy is not home,24 hours are not enough for me!
Actually, i done nothing everyday,it's only study.
I'm missing the days......
People always know to cherish when it was lost.
I miss the beginning of us.Isn't that is a happiness of caring by someone?Are you still remember the beginning of you?How good you are.People is forgetful,how a promise can be believe?The world is changing,you are ,I am.I have no choice,i cant compel anyone,anything.Maybe people will forget,just a movement.i know you are.It is feeling bad,who will know?And others enjoying their life.That's you...Why you never understand me?What a naive people!

长大了。。。

长大了，变了，有些东西却还是一样。我回忆从前，不是那些人与事，而是怀念当初的自己。
忘了。。从前的那个自己，为了什么而快乐？一些小事，就开心地笑了。

而现在。。虽然有更多的开心事，但却比以前不快乐。是不是想得多了？或许单纯真的能比较快乐？

一个人，不可能永远都停留在原步！走了。再也回不去从前。我从来没后悔！

长大了，想法也变了。今天的我，或许再也不是昨天的我了。难道这就是所谓的善变？

不，我只是想通了。。不想再执迷不悟。

长大了，对他们的任性不曾减少。我喜欢被宠爱。或许该换个方式了。

长大了，选择明确了， 人性看得清楚。但自己却没行动，是时候改正自己的缺点了！

长大了，对自己却渐行渐远，看不清自己，模糊了，讨厌那样的自己。我要改变！

是的，长大了。但我告诉自己，不曾为谁而改变自己的原则！而我改进，只不过要让他们看见我的实力，也让他们知道什么叫后悔=]

15岁的最后♥

再多2小时就告别了我15岁的生涯！回顾这一年，有过的许许多多的回忆都是与许许多多的朋友一起共度，难忘的事，总是特别难忘；快乐的事，总觉得过得特别快，就这样一年的岁月就完了。有人说，付出和回报的比例总是成正比的，或许掺杂着些许的侥幸,但，至少给了我一个没有遗憾的成绩！我，满足了。。

如果你问我这一年里曾做过什么后悔的事吗，我的答案有些模糊，但，我能肯定的是我从没后悔做过那些我认为是好的事情。又或许，我有小小的遗憾，但我觉得人都该往前看，过去的就留在昨天，明天还是一样会到来，那是一个全新的开始！

15岁，将青春孤注一掷，换来的是不同阶层的经验，成熟！ 这一年里，认识了好多朋友，谢谢你们，我觉得自己好幸福=]有这么多人的照顾，关心，或许有时的忙碌而忽略了身边的朋友，但，在新的一年里，我会更加珍惜你们，我的朋友！

2012, 世界末日的语言？就算世界末日真的到来，是否有什么事情是还没做的，不要让自己有遗憾，因为谁也不知道自己是否会有明天，及时行乐就是件快乐的事！不管怎样，还是要勇敢地走下去，新的一年，新的开始，新的希望。。。

再见了，2011年，再见了，我的15岁！

2012，欢迎到来=]

YOU never know ME!

Sometimes,i smile,look strong from my APPEARANCE but you never know it was tearing in my heart!
Sometimes,i'm playful, you thought i never be serious and you said i'm just like a child!But,i never forget the LIMITATION !You, never see my sincere heart!
Sometimes,i'm childish,but i'm forced to face the REALITY of this society.I'm trying to adapt this kind of life!MEANINGLESS~
Sometimes,i,m lazy,but i never forget the ATTITUDE of continue progressing!
Sometimes,i can laugh just because of the trivial things!And maybe only your one comment can affect my mood.Though he was a srtranger but i can't make a pretence of being a DEAF!But,you never can distinguish which one is my true emotion!
Sometimes,i'm naive.Though i knew it was a LIE but i chose to believe you.Or it was to fool myself?
Sometimes,i'm loving you so much but you never know it!And it was gone along the TIME!
Sometimes, i'm really confused about who m i in fact?
Is there someone really know me?Or i need someone who is trying to know me......?

你

每当很多人陪着我聊天，
只是麻木了我，但并不代表就会不孤单。
没有了你，总觉得少了什么。
每当我寂寞时，你的出现，总让我暗暗窃笑。
这，是一份感情。
或许你永远不会知道，
或许这只是一种不真实的幻想，
或许是我的执着。
我的未来是否有你的存在，
那，只是个。。。。未知数！